My dear brothers. I have been in this for two years now.
The men and women who have been like me once, gave me warning that the road i am taking now is infinite and there is nothing at the end because there is no end. What this could mean, I dread to guess.
When I first set out from Islam nine years ago, I did so with a single purpose. i was a sinner and i can't remember the purpose anymore.
i always loved philosophy , i read the books of the great philosophers ... Muslims and non-Muslims . Hundreds of books full of invaluable wisdom.
I was searching for answers that you do not provide
I have suffered a great loss that I am now not believe in god's justice that you are talking about … I am now think that there is no Providence but I love to think that there will be some kind of consideration to man's conditions
I am weary of this fight. Not because I am tired, but because my struggle seems to move in one direction only. Towards chaos.
Today I have more questions than answers. This is why I have come so far. To find clarity. To find the wisdom left behind , so that I may better understand the purpose of my fight. And my place in it.
The men and women who have been like me once, gave me warning that the road i am taking now is infinite and there is nothing at the end because there is no end. What this could mean, I dread to guess.
When I first set out from Islam nine years ago, I did so with a single purpose. i was a sinner and i can't remember the purpose anymore.
i always loved philosophy , i read the books of the great philosophers ... Muslims and non-Muslims . Hundreds of books full of invaluable wisdom.
I was searching for answers that you do not provide
I have suffered a great loss that I am now not believe in god's justice that you are talking about … I am now think that there is no Providence but I love to think that there will be some kind of consideration to man's conditions
I am weary of this fight. Not because I am tired, but because my struggle seems to move in one direction only. Towards chaos.
Today I have more questions than answers. This is why I have come so far. To find clarity. To find the wisdom left behind , so that I may better understand the purpose of my fight. And my place in it.
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